I shouldn't be allowed to pick my own guys. Because for one I end up pushing them away as some evil voice in my head says I am not worth it, and two it's just no fun when they are all goody-goody. It would be so pathetic to watch myself in this game. Is it that difficult for me to understand that I can't just let this go. We can't just "stay friends" and I don't want to hurt anyone...
But all it takes is that little touch, sending me that small look. It just takes letting me know that for one second I was all that mattered. Maybe I have just a small amount of control and then...
You touch me...
I'm slipping and I want more... Stop touching me. Because one time I wont be able to control myself.
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