When all you want... is More

A stronger want, a need, a desire for something. It is looking around your life and realizing it is not enough. What you hold in your hands, have placed about your room is just not satisfying. And it starts when you find that one thing in life that leaves you feeling different after an encounter; be it living or not. It effects the cervices deep inside, filling up small holes, and then slowly begins to poison you. You try to desperately substitute it with something else, something better, something you have, or can easily obtain... and for some time that might work...
                                                      But then it is not enough.

Like any real drug out there all you want is more of the same thing. No matter how you try it won't stop. People begin to act irrationally, all they want is to fulfill that craving, and all rational thought and reason is completely abandoned. It controls them... Even eventually the desire for more will consume and destroy the person no matter how strong they may have been.

This is what people see. It's all black, and has such an evil look about it. But in this world there are two sides to everything; a black and a white.

The desire for mare can cause the very same person to strive harder. They can pull the needed strength from this inferno to pull through and reach what they want. The feeling of wanting more social relationships can be very beautiful if controlled correctly.

You may have been through a point of life where everything was perfect socially: family, friends, and that one special person. But then that moment passes and it all goes back to it's normal ways. That's not what you want. It's not enough for you because you have tasted something so much better. It vibrates through every nerve in your body and is constantly lurking in the back of each thought. So when it becomes to much to bare you look for ways to return it to that time when it was perfect. It pushes you to reach for something better, stronger, purer than what you currently have. You can't live after that until you achieve your goal.

And when you succeed... oh the joy and bliss you live in. But it is not just you, it is all those around you. It reacts live a ripple and soon so many others are changing for the better.

This feeling that people call often call greed can be for the negative. But so can everything else... just like the love you may have for someone. There are very few things upon this Earth that are just black or just white. Most of them have a place in each side...

It's just how we, as mere humans, use them.